I have been together with my first and only husband for 18 years. And I’m very upset about it. When I was young, men didn’t pay attention to me and I decided to marry my close friend. Now I fall in love with others from time to time.

I look at a handsome man and I just want him. No commitment, no relationship. just one night together.

There was one recently, but I turned it into a friendship at the last minute. I still remember him and regret not having a night with him. I didn’t demand anything more from him, just one night.

When I close my eyes, I imagine him and get excited. It’s good that my husband is around. We have a night together and I imagine I’m with that man.